Riding The Wave

At least once a year, I spend time with extended family on a vacation, as I did recently.  It’s always great to spend time with family and enjoy the things we do together.  For the first week or so we are busy, and I don’t think much about the break in my daily morning masturbation routine.  However, by the end of the first week, I find myself increasingly ogling women on the street and at the beach; scantily clad, bare legs, nubile bodies, nipples showing through.  Every now and then, but rarely, I will see a young guy (18+, often a lifeguard) and wonder what he would look like naked and with an erection, but really most of the time I am looking at women.

For some reason, after going to bed at night I find myself thinking about and sometimes dreaming about doing things with men, not the nubile women seen during the day.  Thoughts, or fragments of thoughts, in dreams about playing with a young man's penis or jacking off with a former co-worker.  I'll wake up with morning wood and no privacy to release the tension.

Going into the second week, during waking hours I am horny and thinking about when I will next be able to masturbate and how I want to satisfy my ever-increasing sexual urges.  The longer I go and hornier I get, the more I think about going to the local jack off club when I get home so I can see, touch, and fondle multiple cocks of like-minded men, or at least go to explore an ABS or porn theater, and jack off in a sleazy atmosphere, knowing that I am likely to release a big pent up load for the viewing pleasure of other men.

In this sexually charged state, with each passing day, my inhibitions melt away I am more likely to do things without overthinking and not caring who sees.  I'm sure it’s my heightened imagination but my cock feels harder, looks a little longer, and feels heavier as the days go by.  Every time I go to one of these erotic places, upon seeing my cock, there are a few men who want to suck it and although I decline the offer, this is when I am most likely to give in.  This is also when I will likely give in to my long-held desire to suck cock (or multiple men's cocks) until they unload in my mouth, and I taste and swallow some fresh loads of semen other than my own.

Anyway, I find that I enjoy riding the wave and anticipating my next big release; what I will do and where I will go, and how far will I expand my sexual boundaries?