My First Time

My first time was in the back of my best friends car, I was 18.

I grew up very sexually repressed. Actually I was so conservatively/religiously raised, I knew nothing, nor did I get to experience the fun of sexual exploration. Until the time that this story took place, I still thought I wouldn't have sex until I was married. If I hadn't been so curious about "jacking off" from the boys at school talking about it (usually to make fun of someone for doing it) then I wouldn't have even discovered masturbation.

My best friend Josh and I became really close friends over our Senior year in High School. He was basically everything I wanted to be at that time, and wasn't. I sort of realized at some point that I loved him, although at the time, I thought it was just "as friends," although later I realized i'd fallen in love. At any rate, we planned a fun summer trip to Six Flags in Arlington, TX. It was just a weekend trip but we were staying with my sister there, and it was the first time, I got to go on a road trip by myself.

A little about Josh. Josh was very attractive. Thin, about 5'8" 140 lbs, but had a very toned body. He also had black hair in the form of a treasure trail, I'd seen while swimming with him once. I was 6'5" and probably about 220 at the time.

The trip was fun, but the story starts on the way back. We basically came out to one another that we liked men, or at least that's what was in our j/o fantasies. We both agreed this was probably some "phase" that we were both coincidentally going through. We decided to get together the following Friday to talk more.

For whatever reason, we went in Josh's car to the lake, and talked. We talked about everything, and then the sex topic came up. We decided we were going to have sex. Keep in mind this was my first sexual encounter I've ever had. We both were wearing shorts, and t-shirts. So he put his hand on my inner thigh and I thought the electric shock was going to make me explode. It felt wonderful, so I did the same. I was so anxious to see another hard cock so I reached over and touched his. I was very suprised that someone's penis could be so much thinner than my own. It was also curved up towards his belly button. Whatever the case, it was beautiful. We eventually got naked, and ended up in the back seat. We basically took turns giving each other head. He tasted and smelled so good. I didn't want it to end. I had never sucked cock before, so I let him tell me how to do it. I remember thinking that I wanted to swallow his cum. I'm not sure why, but the thought was very arousing to me (it still is). I tried but he was had too much. (He comes gallons). So a lot went all over him. I came too, and I used my socks to clean up the jizz. We through them out the window on the way home. I didn't eat for 3 days afterwards. Having sex with him was the most awesome experience I'd had up to that time. This was the beginning of a sexual relationship that would last another 3 years. We are still friends to this day. There were many first with him, including anal..., but that's another story ;-)