The last 10 or 12 years of my marriage my sex drive diminished significantly (due to my husband cheating mostly with his office staff). The first 6 of 8 years of our marriage we were having sex several times a week, if not daily. I noticed things started to decline and finally figured out he was cheating which killed my sex drive. He said he just lost interest in our sex life and wanted something fresh (come to find out through therapy he has a sex addiction).
He convinced me to stay and be taken care of and I was convinced he "owed" me that. Until I decided my happiness was more important and filled for divorce. I'm just glad we never had children to drag through this.
Now that I am single my sex drive has come back 10 fold. Not a day goes by that I don't get myself off at least once, most of the time more.
I have always been bi-curious and opening up to these thoughts has really helped increase my sex drive. I have not gone any farther than thoughts yet but plan too soon, as a matter of fact since my divorce I have not had sex with anyone but myself.
If I'm home and not expecting company I am almost always naked and wet.
On my days off I stay naked as much as I can and I love it.
I love to start out with an orgasm before I even get out of the bed then I will get up and start a load of laundry or empty the dishwasher while my coffee finishes. Once I have my cup of coffee I will either sit on the couch or go out on the deck (naked if the weather allows) and open solotouch and catch up on the new stories.
This will lead to me teasing myself by either lightly rubbing my fingers on my outer labia or flicking my clit every once in awhile.
After I do this for 30 minutes or so I will go to my bedside table and retrieve my toys, starting with my silver bullet. Sometimes I will finish my second orgasm with it or introduce my g spot vibrator.
Once I recover from that I will grab one of my suction cup dildos, get down on my knees in the floor and stick it to the coffee table. From there I will pretend to be giving some hunk a blow job and then lube it up and start giving "him" a hand job. When I can't take it any longer I will take the toys to the shower and stick them to the shower walls on opposite sides where I can pretend to be getting fucked from behind while giving someone else a blow job.
This will bring on orgasm #3 before I wash up and go on about my day doing chores I need to accomplish.
At night before bed I will usually watch amateur lesbian porn and pretend I am with another woman before falling asleep.
As I sit here and read this I am wondering if I have a sex addiction? Honestly, I don't think I do I just think it's part of rediscovering myself and my sexual desires and needs. 10 or 12 years of little to no sex (or masturbation) will do that too you.
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