Horny this morning

It's 5:00 in the morning and I am awake. My wife is sleeping soundly, I can hear her rhythmic breathing beside me. I roll over, back and forth a few times. The sheet sliding across my semi hard cock. It's the first morning since the week before Christmas that we don't have guests in the house. I'm starting to get wet, I can feel the drop of wetness on my inner thigh, I can feel a drop slowly making it's way downward. 

It's been almost two weeks. My balls ache, my cock ache, even my tight little hole aches for some attention. I am very anal, since the first time I slipped a finger into my ass while masturbating I have been hooked. When I was younger it made me feel guilty... these days I've let that go.

I keep my eyes closed, it's dark in the room anyway. I roll over onto my back, my hand moves down between my legs. A slow stroke... a slight squeeze. I can feel more wetness erupting from my cock. Another slow stroke, and I realize that I can't resist any more. I slide out of bed, sliding on a t-shirt and fumbeling around for some clothes in the dark. After a few minutes I slide out the door, I'm naked except for the t-shirt, all the other clothes are in my hands. I only have them to put on later when others are awake. I head down into my office, turning on my PC and settle into my chair. 

I search around, I'm feeling extremely anal this morning. I mean, I am usually anal focused, but today is especially strong. I do a search... "romantic anal" this search usually turns up some good porn. I can be particular about what I watch. I don't want anything that borders on violent. No slapping, no spitting, nothing like that. I want hot anal action where the woman is enjoying being fucked. A guy who is fairly normal looking, not some wrestler with muscles on his muscles. After a few minutes I find something that I like, both people look like people I could meet in real life. He's slowly fucking her ass, inch b inch until he is balls deep. You can tell by the look on her face that she is enjoying it, the way her eyes slightly roll back as he thrusts, she slight arc to her back as he goes deeper, all the way. His smooth cock buries itself into her, his balls come to rest on her swollen pussy. The camera catches a slight drip from her inner folds... yes she is enjoying herself.

I reach into my desk drawer and pull out one of my dildos. This is the smallest around, a dual texture dildo. Soft and pliable on the outside, but with a firm core. This feels amazing when it slides inside. I do wish it was wider around, but it does feel amazing. I grab some lube, rubbing a bit on the dildo and then a bit on my ass. It feels amazing sliding inside of me. The woman on the video moans as she takes a deep thrust, I feel her moan down to my toes as the cock slides into me. My own cock gushes precum.

Slowly I stroke my cock, moving the dildo in time to the thrusts on the video. My stomach muscles spasm, my ass muscles clench around the length of the dildo. "Fuck" i moan. It's all I can do to control stroking of my cock, I want to cum, but I don't want to cum now... I want it to last. The guy on the video is thrusting harder and faster. I do my best to keep up with his pace thrusting the cock in my ass. I am breathing faster and harder. Some times the angle changes and the thrusts run along the length of my prostate. My eyes roll back. I feel my muscles clench hard. I stop stroking but pound the dildo in my ass.

I can feel the cum rising in my cock, the thick heat rising. The dildo in my ass pushes in again, and with it cum rises, running out of my cock. Another thrust and another load of cum, I am floating on edge of ecstasy,  every thrust into my ass fucks a little more cum from me. I am almost drained but the time I grab my cock and start stroking again, bringing myself to orgasm finally. My entire body tenses up as the orgasm rises from my toes. I feel my muscles contract once again around the dildo, forcing the last drops of cum from me. 

I gasp and try to catch my breath. The dildo slides out of me, falling to the floor. I can hear the blood pounding in my ears, I am seeing stars. It's another minute or two until I can actually move. 

Finally... the release I have been craving.