Happy 4th Of July!

For many years I have been bi-curious but the opportunity to experience any of my bi fantasies had never worked out.  There was one time 15 years ago in Florida where a man asked me to play in the change room of a 55 and over community, but I had my two kids waiting for me outside, so, other than him briefly grasping my mostly flaccid cock, nothing came of this.  Nothing that is except fuel for my masturbatory imagination!

So, at age 68 I was still looking for the proper (any?) opportunity for some male/male play.  One of my Solotouch friends, who is a massage therapist, suggested that I look for a therapist in my area and schedule an erotic massage since this would be one of the best and safest ways to explore some of my fantasies. 

Being married and with a wife who knows nothing about my curiosity, I had little opportunity to schedule a massage.  Until she decided to travel to visit her daughter who lives across the country.  Wow, I had five days to myself – what a perfect time to locate a therapist and schedule a massage!  Now all I had to do was overcome the nervousness that I felt and make this happen.

Shortly after she left, I was able to locate a massage therapist, Craig (not his real name), nearby through a web site that my Solotouch friend recommended and scheduled a 90 minute appointment for Sunday, July 4 at 2:00pm.  That left two days for me to feel “butterflies” in my stomach every time I thought of my appointment. 

My friend also suggested that I be very specific about what I want to include in my massage and don’t “beat around the bush” when detailing my desires.  Prior to the appointment date, Craig and I discussed my wants, with me telling him that I have had no M/M experience of any kind but that I have fantasized about many M/M interactions including mutual hand stimulation, frotting, mutual oral stimulation and anal stimulation/intercourse as the receiver.  I told him that in most of my M/M fantasies that I was the submissive person, and he said he was open to helping me achieve all of my wants and Craig really helped to put me at ease, especially as this would be my first M/M interaction of any kind.  He was very exited to be the one to help me enjoy my first M/M experience.

According to my friend, the therapist might request a photo or photos of a potential client so that he would be able to identify the client when they arrive.  He added that the photo(s) could be nude or clothed and this helps the therapist to find out how comfortable the person is with nudity and how much of an exhibitionist he is.  Sure enough, on the evening of July 3, Craig requested a recent photo of me “so that he knew who I was when I arrived”.  Of course, I sent a nude photo – after all, I am a bit of an exhibitionist and really love to be nude!

So, everything was set: I had my appointment, Craig knew my objectives, he had my photo and I had his address.  I really didn’t get much sleep that night, my mind racing in anticipation, and the morning of my appointment, I was super excited and super nervous about doing this.  Years of fantasizing might now come true!

It was a 40-minute drive from my house to Craig’s and I found that the drive helped calm my nerves somewhat.  After a bit of small talk, where I informed him that, as a first experience, it might be best if we hold off on the anal fantasies until a later appointment.  He agreed that was probably wise.

I think more to calm nerves than anything else, he suggested we begin with an exfoliating shower.  It was quite nice to have someone exfoliate my body!  And it was a lot of fun to be able to do the same to him: I had never, obviously, run my hands over another man's anatomy. 

Now it was time for the real fun to begin!  Craig brought me to the massage table and had me start by laying on my back.  Using oil, he gently worked over the front side of my body, only lightly touching my groin.  He suggested that I could touch him anywhere so he added a bit of oil to my hand and I greatly enjoyed my first feel of another man's penis and testicles.  He was not overly long - probably 6-6 1/2" max, but had much more girth than me.  Needless to say, by this time I was getting aroused aided greatly by him lightly sucking on my nipples. (Prior to the session I had sent him a text detailing some of my fantasies and likes, one of them being nipple stimulation).

When done with the initial front massage, Craig had me turn over and worked my back.  How very nice it is to have experienced hands work your glutes!

Not long after, he suggested we move to the bed where we would have more room to maneuver.  Craig had me lay on my back and he worked his way between my legs so he could introduce me to frotting.  I loved it!  What a feeling having another man's cock and balls rubbing against yours!  He masturbated both of us while our shafts were together.  What a wonderful feeling to have another man’s hard cock play against mine.  Then he had me turn over onto my stomach.  He rubbed his penis against my crack – there was no penetration of any kind, having told him I wasn’t ready for anal play just yet.  But having Craig "dry hump" me a bit did give me second thoughts about that, but that wasn't my objective this time.

Then came the part I was most waiting for: Craig asked if I was ready to try oral on him.  I most certainly was!  For a number of years, I have wondered what it would be like to have a penis in my mouth and now I was about to find out.  Craig rolled over onto his back, and I positioned myself between his legs, lightly grasping the base of his beautiful cock.  After licking my lips to moisten them (his shaft was already lubed with coconut oil), I began to suck him into my mouth.  It felt so natural to do this.  I loved his firmness and softness at the same time.  I worked my way down until I could take him in completely, my nose against his pubic hair.  As I worked him, Craig commented on how good it felt.  His only suggestion was to maybe establish eye contact - he said it is so much more intimate that way. 

I guess he was liking it, telling me that he felt like he was starting to get close and that he usually has a hard time cumming with a blow job - normally he needs hand stimulation.  As I kept working my mouth up and down his shaft, I found that I really, really wanted to make him cum.  I sped up my movement, sucking his cock in and out of my mouth faster, taking him in all the way.  He said he was almost there and I said, “I want you to cum for me!”  With this, Craig put his hand on the back of my head, pushing his member in as deep as he could.  This was close to hitting my gag point, but not quite.  I could feel him tense up and with a hard push, his cock buried in my mouth, Craig came with a groan, and I could feel his cock pulsing in my mouth.  When he ejaculated, he was buried so deep that the semen went right to the back of my throat.  I really didn't even get to taste it!  Darn!  I did use my tongue to clean the last few drops and so I could savor the flavor of his cum, and lightly sucked on his cock as it began to deflate.  

Finally, after years of fantasizing, I had experienced one of my ultimate sexual fantasies, and I enjoyed every second of it!  I knew immediately that this would not be the only blow job that I would give.  

Now that he was drained, Craig turned his attention to my cock, returning the favor.  I have had a number of blow jobs before from my wives and have loved them but there was something about the way he worked me that really felt so much better.  He alternated my shaft in his mouth with more nipple sucking.  Finally, as I told him I was getting closer, he sped up his work and brought me to a fantastic climax.  And somehow, Craig timed this so it was almost right at the end of our 90-minute session.  A real pro!  After Craig performed some additional light massage, it was time to clean up and head home. 

I loved this session but most likely will not use a massage therapist very often as I found it somewhat expensive.  But now, knowing how much I loved my time with another man,  I would like to find a good friend who would like to share these experiences in the future.  Going into this, I had no idea how “interactive” an “erotic” massage session would be. Believe me, it met all my hopes, desires and dreams. Craig was very aware that this was my first m/m experience, he knew by our pre-appointment communications what my m/m fantasies included and he skillfully steered the session toward meeting all of my desires. Satisfying? Incredibly so. 

For you bi-curious guys who don’t know how to meet someone for a first foray into M/M, I highly recommend seeking out an experienced erotic massage therapist.  You won’t regret it!