First Time I Made Myself Cum

Hi,

I can still recall the night...

It was a Sunday night, my family were downstairs and I was upstairs getting ready for bed. I was in the bathroom and suddenly, out of nowhere, the urge to touch my cock built up and just got hold of me. I was quiet guy, I had girlfriends but it was always just necking. I was aware of shagging but just not that driven to get it or ask for it. I hardly ever even had a fiddle with myself… but that was about to change…

I stood over the toilet and pulled my foreskin back and forth over my cock. I rarely did this and was not expecting much anyway. I had no idea what would happen if I kept at it. No lube, mags of thoughts in my head, nothing which looking back is amazing as lube that is the first thing that I grab if I am going to have a wank. Anyway, kept going, expecting nothing but conscious that something might or would happen if I kept at it. I did not have any image in my head or any wank mags, I mean how could a 18 have easy access to that stuff ? I kept at it... it was not unpleasurable but not what I was expecting either. Keeping going, must have been 5 mins now and something was beginning to stir. But what was it ? I had no reference point to compare. Tickly the feeling was and it was and inside me. I kept at it, terrified someone would come up the stairs. No sign of anyone. Tickly again, keeping at it... now it was good and a slickness appeared on my bell end. I stopped, thinking ' this is not right, what might happen ? ' but started up again. Kept at it, it was good and I shivered from time to time. I wanted to stop but it was too good. Sensations would rise and fall and I kept stroking, the feeling inside me ( interestingly for a newbie, not in my cock or balls) was beginning to build. I felt that something was now going to happen and stopped. No, started up again soon after. The feeling was hot and shivering and coming in waves. I had no idea what an orgasm looked like, sounded like or felt it. I kept going, it was fucking great ! I reached that point where ( now I know) I was about to come but stopped, thinking stop this and get to bed. But curiosity got the better of this cat and I wanked on. I eventually decided to keep going and see what would happen. I wanked on, not furiously, but almost experimentally ( yes, odd choice of word...) and then there was no going back.... I convulsed, my knees went wobbly, clamped my mouth shut ( could not shout out ! ) and then that hot brain melt feeling flooded down through me, my cock twitched 3, 4 no 5 times, each twitch pushing out an eruption of cum... firstly liquid milk shot out crazily followed by arcs of cum, spattering on me, my pubes and my quivering hand. i was now beyond caring and was lost in cum & pleasure. So that’s what  a wank is ! Suddenly, I was knackered. This was my first ever wank. It was great but frightening at the same time, because of the power that was released and the hold that my nascent sexuality would now, for ever, have a hold on me. That was it, the cat was out the bag and I have never left my cock alone only since for more than a week at a time. I am 48 now and still love it. I have more beginners tales to tell about that first few weeks after discovering wanking and will tell 'em soon.