Filming Myself

I filmed myself in my bathroom using my cell phone. I had considered just doing it while lying in bed, but I wanted my face in it as well as my cock. To get the full body shot, I would have to jack off while standing, and having a mirror handy would make it so much easier to set up the shot.

It took some time finding the right spot to set up my cell phone. In the end, I propped it up on some towels in a cabinet shelf and faced it towards a mirror. Then, I did a few test shots to make sure I wouldn't miss anything. Once I was confident I would be able to see everything I wanted to, I hit record to start the real thing.

I started stripping my lower half in front of the mirror. By the time I had removed my underwear, my cock was already beginning to grow. I just let it hang and stiffen without any manual stimulation, wanting to give the camera a good view. Just the thought that the camera was watching was enough to get me to full length. Then, I starting slowly stroking myself.

I made sure to let the session last. Every once in a while, I would reposition myself to give the camera multiple perspectives. Occasionally, I would look in the mirror to see myself jacking my cock, but for the most part I kept my eyes away. This was so that the session being captured on film was more like a typical masturbation session.

I was stroking much faster now, and the pleasure was making it harder to remain upright. I soon found myself leaning against the wall with my cock pointing straight at the mirror. I kept having to readjust myself to make sure I didn't slide down the wall, but I hardly noticed.

I closed my eyes and let myself get lost in the pleasure. When my orgasm finally hit, the presence of a camera seemed to have intensified it. My whole body was light, and my legs were dangerously close to falling out from under me. I just stood there for a few moments, shrinking cock still in hand, recovering from the experience. Then, I stopped the recording and cleaned up my mess.

Shortly after the orgasm came the embarrassment. Had I really just filmed myself masturbating? The thought of actually watching the tape filled me with disgust. Maybe I should just delete it before I embarrassed myself more by watching it. Luckily, I knew that once I was horny again that I would want to see the tape. So instead I just went back to my room and started writing about what I had just done. Now that I've done that, I'm horny again and I think I'll watch myself now.

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It's weird how aroused I got just from watching myself. It's not like I find myself attractive in any way. It's just seeing myself being sexual while feeling such pleasure gets my cock hard again.

Speaking of my cock, it was interesting getting to see it from so many different angles instead of the usual top-down perspective. Also, my balls bouncing around with each stroke is something I've felt but never really gotten a good look at. As I watch, without any conscious thought on my part, my pants fell to around my ankles and I started stroking my cock to the rhythm I had set in the video. Watching a front view of my hand speeding along my shaft was oddly mesmerizing, and before I knew it I was cumming in the video. I wasn't quite ready to cum in real life though, so I stopped my stroking and replayed the video.

This time I payed special attention to my face. It was obvious I was enjoying myself, and I had the most intense look of concentration. I watched as my breathing got more rapid as the video progressed, and I saw my whole body squirming. I hadn't been aware of it at the time, but apparently my left hand had found its way up my shirt and was pinching my nipples.

Then came the money shot. My eyes seemed to roll up, and muscles all over my body contracted. My legs were shaking from the effort of supporting myself, and now my whole body was relaxing. I'm surprised I managed to stay standing up.

Back in real life, I still haven't let myself cum, knowing that I write better when I'm still horny. I'm considering attaching a still from the video to this story, but I know not everyone wants to see that. Instead, I think I'll put a few pictures in an album on my profile. Once that's done, I can let myself cum for a second time tonight.