Did my Mum Know?

I think all mums know, from doing the laundry what our 'normal' used panties looks like. I discovered very early on in my masturbatory life just how wet I could get, and also, how much I enjoyed the feeling of being wet. 
 
Like all mums (I guess) I was taught it's ok to change panties twice, or even three times a day if needed. The thing is, when I'm having a horny day, as I said, I love the feeling of being wet, and I also love the scent. The scent comes in two varieties. One is the scent that is just...well...there. If I sit cross legged, it just drifts up, and it's pure pussy (I hate that word...must find something better), but I admit, I have smelled my own panties. Somehow, when they are off, the scent changes slightly. It's not the same as when I smell my scent on my fingers, and this helps if I'm fantasising about another girl. 

There is also, no matter how clean I try to be, a very faint, almost after hint of pee. For some reason, I find this really erotic.

Which brings me, I suppose, onto the whole business of scent and sex. 

I think we females are designed to put out a scent. In the days when women didn't wear panties, this must have been quite something! Underwear, for example, wasn't worn in Tudor times here in the UK. Women wore skirts....lots of them...but no underwear as such. Naturally, these skirts were full length, but if girls today think they were the first to go commando now and then they are so wrong! 

Scent, then. Very important. The first time I got close to a boy, (I had wanked him off) I remember how his scent changed. To begin with, it was similar in a way to mine, but stronger. When he came, wow...the scent changed almost instantly to....hmmm....stronger? Sharper? Even metallic? Maybe metallic is the wrong word....it's tricky to describe. 

I have no doubt there is a bi side to me. I haven't been fucked (yet ) but I'm ready to be. I love the thought of having my legs spread and someone really going for it. There's a lot I want to explore with guys! 

I have done a little g/g stuff, but not that much. I know, without doubt, that I want to go down on another girl, and have her do that to me. I just don't want to fuck up a friendship by reading the wrong signals...or sending them. Sometimes, I think I'd like an older woman to show me, but then I think that exploration with someone who knows as little as me would be fun too. 

Anal? Yes, I love anal play. I often finger my bum when I masturbate, and I've seen anal,porn enough to know it's something I will try one day. Actually, it's more the thought of a guy cumming in my bum that turns me on! 
Which, I suppose brings me on to another subject I've read about here and that's peeing. I've seen vids of girls peeing on each other, peeing their panties, and stuff like that. I don't know why I find it erotic, but I do. I am not turned on by the thought of a guy peeing on me, but there's something about a girl,doing it that does turn me on. Panty peeing? Yes, that makes me horny...mainly because it's rebellious!  I think that to do it deliberately and for sexual reasons would be a blast. 

During a 'girl talk ' with a friend called Heather, she told me that she likes having a full bladder when she masturbates. She said that, once, she squatted in the shower and rubbed one out while barely being able to hold on. The contractions as she came made her pee and, she said, the intensity of her cum almost made her pass out. Maybe I will give that a go.

Coming back to 'Do mums know....' well, I think of course they do! They were masturbating at the same ages we were. Why should it suddenly have changed? A couple of good cums into a pair of overnight panties, and the following morning the evidence is obvious. When I cum, actually, no....start again....when I'm horny, I get very very wet. On the way up to an orgasm, I get wetter still. I don't squirt (yet...although I'm trying to), but after a cum, I still leak! So, if I rub a couple out at night, I will have made a real mess in my panties by morning. Yep...my mum knows....no doubt! She knows when my sister does it too...I bet. Does she check for signs of sperm? I would if I was her! I think a mum should,know when her daughter starts fucking! 

Finally, sounds! Orgasms for me are gut-wrenching. I totally get why their called 'beautiful agony'. In our home, I guess both my sister and I try to keep them quiet, but now and then a particularly strong one comes along, and I have, without doubt, heard her cum. I've heard my mum and dad fucking too. I know they don't use their bed since it is old and creaks! They get on the floor. Ok, ok, I've spied! Again, though, they keep their orgasms quiet. When I'm alone in the house, it's very different. I really let go with as much noise as I feel like making...and a lot of dirty words too. 

One day, when I knew my sister would be home on her own, I set up a voice activated recorder in my room. Hers is next door one side, while our parents is next door the other). I learned that my sis really, REALLY loves talking dirty when she cums. To look at her you wouldn't think it for a second! She is the typical 'librarian' type, but when she has her hand between her legs it's a different story!

I must admit to being sexually lonely right now. I'm good at getting myself off, and can do it in a surprising number of ways, but I want someone else to do it. For various reasons, meeting new people isn't easy. Sometimes, I put my headphones on and get off to the sounds of my sister cumming. It's a bit weird, I know, but I find it horny. 

I do know one thing though, the next girl who gets snuggle with me at a sleepover, I will go as far as possible.....and likewise, if I meet a guy who shows an interest, well, cherries are for popping, right?