My wife and I still have sex and it is still good, but there are times when I yearn for our earlier years together when her six drive was such that she had to come every other day at least, pretty much matching and even sometimes exceeding mine.
At any point I could say something like, “Will you make me cum before I go and take the recycling out?” Or she’d say, “Will you suck my tits while I masturbate?” If one was tired at night, they were fine with the other one masturbating and often got turned on and joined in. I think it was kids that put a stop to that sexual free for all and it is understandable, our sex drives have probably also dropped off with age, but I really miss those days! If I asked if she minded me wanking at night now I think she’d be annoyed. (I wouldn’t, she did it a few weeks back after coming home from a friend’s a bit drunk, sadly I had just jerked off so was not up for any action).
So how do I cope? Well apart from masturbating to stories in here I did experiment with webcam sex with strangers until the guilt got too much and I stopped it. I sometimes write down sexual fantasies about her - her with other men, with women, with her exes - and get off to them. I sometimes resort to sniffing her panties - undignified maybe but still a turn on. I rarely use porn or fantasise about others, my usual focus in on her or sexual memories of my own.
This has all got more tricky in lockdown as we are all at home now, so quick wanks in the bathroom are becoming more common. They tend to be when I am really getting desperate to cum though, I don’t generally find them that satisfying. I miss the longer, more teasing sessions I used to have when home alone.
It has generally got to the point where I let her make the first move as when I do she rarely wants to do anything and that can be frustrating and slightly humiliating.
And this reminds me, I have not cum for a week! Frustration is building, if she touched me right now (we are both working in our home offices) I think I’d explode!
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