Awake at 3:00 AM

The other night, I woke up at 3 AM and could not go back to sleep so as I like to do I started playing with my cock. Now I'm older, late 60's and my little spunk shooter doesn't pop to attention quite like he used to but the play always feels good and in the end he pleases me so that's OK. Last night he did jump to proud attention pretty quickly in a nice thick, hard and quite sensitive state. His extra hardness was being fueled by my latest experience and latest fantasy. More on that in a minute.

There is a tube of a great Japanese lube next to the bed for just such an occasion so I added a bit to my fingers and kept playing and stroking around the head. My other hand was just playing with my balls and sack. Nice and slow, sort of a tickle. It's not often I masturbate without the encouragement of a porn video. Favorites are two girls getting it on licking each others wet pussies. Seeing and hearing a girl being licked close up and having her orgasm will push me over the edge to pump out a nice load of jizz. Even if deep down I know she's an actress and probably faking it... but then again, who am I to judge? Another hot porn genre for me is a girl giving a hot looking cock a good working over with hands and mouth and then watching a load of semen pumped on her lips and in her mouth. I love the girls who aren't afraid of cum. Hand job vids are fun too. Seeing real video of hard cock and cum flying and wet pussies up close is a crazy huge turn on. How did we do it in the old days with an old dogeared Penthouse Forum and all the soft porn mags?

Anyway, I keep stroking away. Gently pulling and rubbing around the head and just under the tip. For all intents and purposes I'm straight. Women turn me on, not men... but, seeing a nice cock and the idea of sucking one has crept into my mind a lot more often lately. Not in a romantic or gay way, just blow job and hand job sex. It would seem from a few chat rooms and a few masturbation sites, this is not at all an uncommon inclination for some guys. Anyway, few weeks ago I met a younger guy online looking for some cock play so we got together and had a fun time playing with each others dicks with a little sucking but not all the way to making him cum in my mouth or me in his. He wanted to squirt his cum on my chest and that was hot. I did scrape up a glob of his cum and put it on my tongue for a taste but now I wanted his whole load. We made plans after to "do it again" sometime soon.

Well, last week he messaged me and wanted to get together. We traded a few hot messages and he wanted to know if I would swallow his semen. I was instantly hard. YES, I wanted to swallow him. When we were together I had coaxed a nice load out of his cock and since then I wanted a load in my mouth. He then added he could go two times in a row if I could keep sucking and working his soft cock bringing him back hard and on to a second squirt set. Our second get together has not happened yet but this fantasy has been banging around in my head and having a direct effect on how my underwear is fitting. Now back to the middle of the night and I'm laying in bed and all I can think about is swallowing down double loads of his cock cream. This was better than any video.

So, continuing my slow stroking and rerunning my cock licking vision of taking two loads of cum in a row in my mouth around my brain a few times I finally go over the top and start a ball bursting orgasm. Cum is pumping. No lights on so I can't see it. I love to see my cock pump out his semen. Still it was a lot, I can feel it puddling up warm on my stomach. My fingers were covered in hot jizz so I licked some off and wiped a bit around on my lips. So sweet. I always lose the urge to eat it all when I shoot when I'm alone but licking up a bit is hot. Eating my own cum is another fantasy but I usually need outside encouragement to really do it. After resting in the after cumming glow for a few minutes I cleaned up what was left of my little cum puddle and rolled over for another hour or so of sleep.

My younger friend and I are still working on a meet up date and place for our next session. If it goes anywhere as well as my imagination wants, I will write a story about it.