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Ashamed and Humiliated

Author: Age: 31 Posted on: 3 comments
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I grew up in LA and have lived on the east coast for nine years now. I went back alone for my grandmothers funeral last month, leaving my husband with my two kids. That's when I ran into an old boyfriend from high school and not only embarrassed myself but also cheated on my husband.


I was in LA for 10 days and two days before I left I saw Kenny at the mall. I dated him in high school for more than a year. We never had intercouse but we did masturbate and have oral sex the last few months we were together. He was married but now seperated from his wife and invited me for dinner the following night. Afterwards he persuaded me to go back to his apartment for a drink. We talked about old friends and our times in school at first not mentioning how we used to make out and masturbate each other.

He started talking about our escapades with sex and we smiled about it saying how immature we were at the time. Then he started talking about details and how he remembered the mole on the inside of my thigh. It was a joking kind of thing at first and we began talking about specific times we were naked together. He kept telling me I was still beautiful and how I kept my figure after having two kids. We were sitting on the sofa in his living room and the next thing I knew we were kissing each other and I allowed him to hold my breasts.

At one point I did stop him but he was persistent and we continued to make out after a short time. I became so aroused by it he began undressing me and before I knew it he was fingering me. As much as I knew I should stop him, I didn't. I let him pick me up and carry me to the bedroom where he undressed and began giving me oral sex. I was so turned on I recipricated and gave him oral sex then masturbated him. We just cuddled for awhile and it started all over again and we ended up having intercouse also. I fell asleep and am not sure for how long.

I woke slowly and it was pitch black in the room and I was aroused again by him fingering me and licking my vagina. Right away I eagerly took his penis and masturbated him again. I think I had orgasmed at least three times. He turned the lights on and for the next hour I just layed naked with him and allowed him to toy with my body.

The next day is when the guilt hit me hard. I had never thought about cheating on my husband and as ashamed as I was, I couldn't stop thinking about how Kenny satisfied me so many times. It was on my mind for the entire plane ride home but then the humiliation of what I let him do started to bother me. I imagined him thinking of me as a tramp and I couldn't believe I let him see and touch me the way I did. The minute I saw my husband and kids I was so ashamed of myself I wanted to cry. My husband even asked me why I looked so bad. I lied and told him I was still upset about my grandmother, knowing I can never tell him what I did. The worst thing is that I sometimes masturbate during the day thinking about how Kenny and I satisfied each other. I regret doing it now but still think about it often.

I have even gotten my husband to masturbate me and I do the same to him often. We never did that to each other much but have more in the last couple of weeks. I think I have become more aggressive with my husband lately but he'll never know its because of that night with Kenny. I promised myself I'll never do anything like that again and will stay faithful to my husband. I will never see Kenny again but am still embarrassed that I let him do all that to me and the fact that I never tried to stop it.

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