My parents have a very active sex life. I guess they make love most evenings, and I can sometimes hear them from my room. I also know that they like to do some unusual things too. I spied on them a couple times and sometimes mom dresses up and pretends for dad and sometimes, he role plays for her.

The thing is, for well over 18 months now, I have been masturbating regularly thinking about my dad fucking me. Because of my spying I know what he looks like naked and I know what his cock looks like when it is hard.

I lie in my bed and pretend that he has come into the room. I touch my panties and pretend it is his hand under the covers. From there I will imagine that I am sucking him off before he fucks me or that when I want something more, he forces me.

I even found a condom in their room. I snipped the end off and rubbed his sperm into my tummy. I am jealous of my mom. She gets to have that gorgeous cock in her all the time!

I would truly love to catch my dad jacking off into a pair of my panties. I wouldn't mind in the least, but I wouldn't tell him that. I would agree to keep quiet about it only if he does me there and then.

I have tried to lead him on by leaving my panties where he will find them. Once, only once, I found them in the hamper with more wetness there than I left on them. Ohhh I hope he jacked off smelling me.

I have had to jill myself twice writing this down and I am ready to go again! Mom is away for a couple of days on business. I think I will leave these panties for him and see what happens.